Tuesday, March 24, 2009

spectators sport

hello unloved.

today i sat on the sidelines of my own life and watched. and hated it.

i have no excuse. i have no reason.

Monday, March 23, 2009

a permanent proof of a temporary existence

hello forgotten.

recently i've been thinking/praying a lot about a calling that's existed for a while as embers exist long after a fire has gone out. however, these particular embers were fortunate enough to catch a gust of wind strong enough to reignite they're almost extinguished dying selves. we'll go ahead and call that gust of wind mexico, for sake of clarity. it's interesting to me how sometimes things fall (whether together or apart) in perfect time with our needs. God is amazing like that i suppose. He really is with us, walking alongside. i think that He truely gets excited (probably more so than us) when we are walking with Him, and things begin happen. great things.

i suppose it's really no mystery at all when you can see all of time in a single glance, but for me... from where i'm standing (in the middle of the trees that have yet to become a forest to me) i stand amazed.

as for me and the next __+ years, i will be serving the one who sees infinitely more than me, who sees not only the the forest, but the land in which the forest lies, and the work on which the land lies... and the universe in which the planet lies... and everything outside of that.

it seems like a good idea to me at least



"Oh, doubters, let's go down... let's go down, won't you come on down?
Oh, doubters, let's go down... down to the river to pray.
'Oh, but I'm so small I can barely be seen... how can this great love be inside of me?'
Look at your eyes.... they're small in size, but they see enormous things.
"
-mewithoutYou "four word letter pt.2"